ah, THIS is why.

I get scared, frustrated and nervous living and working in Nicaragua.
  The external stresses are different than what I'd grown accustomed to, but the feelings in me they evoke are the same. All it takes is a few simple moments for me to remember why I do it. Why I do anything, really.

so proud of training team members with great attitudes  (Brenda does not always look so fierce)

a moment to myself with nature.

getting to say, "hey hermano" daily. this reason is the best of all.